tell me do not tell me to not be angry when so much of my life is against me do not tell me to fix my face when you say things that hurt me do not expect me to be quiet when you try to hurt my friends I have always been too much laughter curiosity imagination and anger so much anger passed down from my father but I will not harm with it as he has I will fight I will stand and scream until I can no more I will shield others from harm I can endure it I have endured it I and will endure more so they dont have too you will not find a willing victim here
memories all is forgotten
and yet none is together alone memory swims and flows between those who hold it shifting as each holds it forgotten pieces remembered parts none remembered none forgotten
love I want to be loved and I am by the friends I have chosen and the family given to me friendship kind family harsh one to teach me pure happiness one to keep me strong life will hurt and take and take and take it takes a sister a brother a father a mother to remind you of the unfairness friends laughter and fun and games and memories forever we need both to be strong
I remember keepers holders those who remember of things which hurt the people who hurt them they always remember even after those have forgotten we remember we always remember and we shall remember until our last day but do not think this gives you power over us it simply means you can never trick us again
strange treasure you will find me strange my actions my words but when you see the world the way I do in the abstract way I can you see less strangeness you struggle to see what I see at all times what was once strange is now a treasure and you covet it so dearly